IVF (2)

As my last post implied, I was concerned with my low follicle numbers.

I go in for the egg retrieval, my hopes high that there would be at least one viable embryo produced from my 4 mature follicles.

My doctor came to my bed afterwards and said that he had bad news. I know he is a very hopeful kind of doctor, so for him to say that meant really bad news. No eggs found in the follicles. Nothing to work with at all. He said this has happened to him maybe 1 time a year out of the 500-600 egg retrievals that he does. I did some quick middle school math and realized that was 0.2% of the time. (Less likely to happen than my getting cancer at 28, which was a 1 in 250 chance, 0.4% likely. Fred says that the Lord either really hates me or really loves me. )

The doctor said that I should be extra fertile for the next few months and to keep trying naturally of course and then to schedule a follow up appointment to talk to him again in a few weeks. (Not sure if we'll do that.)

It means that we were reimbursed for the up front payment for the ICSI (which is the putting of the sperm into the eggs) and for the PGD (the chromosomal testing of the embryos before they are put back in) and for the rest of the IVF cycle. I'd have rather gotten the money back at this point than done all of that work on the two embryos that might be made. My numbers were so low.

The lady going into egg retrieval after me said to the nurse that she had 14 follicles in each ovary. I had a measly 4 in total.

Of course, I went home and got online to try to figure out what this "no eggs" thing meant. It has a name, Empty Follicle Syndrome, and that refers to whenever an egg retrieval is done and less than half of the follicles result in the aspiration of eggs. I guess it is a little mysterious. It can happen if your hCG trigger shot is given incorrectly or at the wrong time. (But they did a blood test before the retrieval that proved that I had taken it correctly, lots of hCG still flowing through my blood.) It can happen if you are old and out of eggs, not my case either since I've been pregnant as recently as January. I guess it is also the result of doctor error. This doctor is so prolific in his work and has been working at this for so long that I don't think that was my case either. It can also be that the eggs are already chromosomally damaged and they have trouble detaching from the sides of the follicles and are almost impossible to get out surgically. I think this was probably my case since my previous pregnancies have resulted in chromosomally abnormal fetuses.

I have been thinking about other things now. Egg donation. Embryo adoption. But not fully. I still think that we can have our own babies if we try a bit more, naturally. In a year or so, I guess we'll think further about more things. After our savings account has recuperated from this current blow.